Farewell Love

I believe that I am in love,
I think that I know with who;
Just there is one big problem.
He does not know that I exist,
He does not know that I am here;
He does not love me in any way.
It is true, real love is non-existant,
Unless it is fairy story;
So how is it that I love him?
He has no knowledge of me,
He says I am the worst thing he's met;
He doesn't care that I would give my life for him.
Love exists just not from both people,
One is in love;
The other just has a crush.
He's told me he loves me,
He said it was a joke though;
He doesn't care about me at all.
Love is evil,
Love is kind;
I am enemies with so called love.
He once was my friend,
He held my had when I was scared;
He rescued me from death itself.
I love him so much,
Just like all the guys I have loved;
He wishes I were dead.
He can go on forgetting me by the day,
He won't ever forgive me;
He will never love me so I guess I should just drop it.
This is the end of my belief of love,
Goodbye and thank you for listening,
I am crying again I'm sorry.